Final Goodbye

I'll always run to you.
I'll always be here for you.
But I don't love you.
Just in spite of you.

All you wanna do is flirt with me.
But I won't fall again
Cause it will only hurt me.
And in the end you desert me.

Nothing will ever be the same.
I won't always respond when you call me name.
My heart was a wild beast
That I'm learning to tame.
Because I don't care for your game.

Your game is one I don't wanna play.
That's all I gotta say.
And if you disagree,
And don't love me the same way,
Then I will be okay.
Because tomorrow's a new day.
Unless you wanna stay,
And participate in my life,
Then I suggest you go.
Because I won't be your hoe.
And that's all you seem to know.

So here's my last word for you:
Nothing with you will ever be true.
So when you say hi,
You won't get a reply.
And this is why,
Because you're an ignorant guy.
And this is my final goodbye.

When I'm Gone

"And when I'm gone
Just carry on
Don't mourn
Rejoice
Every time you hear the sound of my voice.
Just know that
I'm looking down at your smile
And I don't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back."

-Eminem

When I Call Your Name

You will always be
My best friend.
Until the very end.

I will always run to you.
Will always protect you from harm.
I will always have open arms.

But your arms are crossed.
You used to be there for me.
But now your mind thinks differently.

What happened?
How come you have a sudden change of heart?
What happened to the "nothing could tear us apart"?

My ground has fallen.
My haven has dissapeared.
My nightmares reappear and reveal everything I've ever feared.

Will things ever be restored?
Can things ever be the same?
Will you answer, when I call your name?

Ocean Wave

What goes up,
Must come down.
When life is good,
It will eventually start to drown.

Life is a roller coaster.
With a few bumps on the way.
Sometimes the bumps come every few months,
Or every single day.

Life is an ocean wave.
One second it's at a high,
The next second it crashes.
Life's plan can flash by.

Life is a dance.
And I'm stuck to the floor.
Life has got me holding back,
Because I can't take anymore.

Another Day

I try to be happy,
But life gets me down.
Even though I have a smile glued to my face,
It eventually turns into a frown.

Life can show no mercy,
And continue to throw punches at me.
Life can't get easy.
Life can't set you free.

These chains hold my body inside.
To contain the person within.
But these chains start to rip,
And seep into the the skin.

I'm chained to life,
With upset scars.
Locked inside,
Like butterflies in seal-tight jars.

Thrive to fly.
Bound to fly away.
Praying to God
To give me another day.

Wishing for a chance.
Hoping for love.
Wanting simple guidance,
Only granted from above.

Lord, I pray to you.
To help me find a way.
To show me a new path.
To give me another day.

Motherly Love

You’re an angel from above,

A best friend at heart.

You have a gentle motherly love,

Who can have fun in Wal-Mart.

Thank you for everything you have done.

Thank you for welcoming me into your loving arms.

Thank you for giving me a place to run.

Thank you from keeping me away from harm.

I love you so much.

You are so special to me.

You have a gentle, loving touch.

I’m lucky you’re my mommy.

You’re the strongest person I know.

I aspire to be just like you.

You are my hero.

And I will always be you’re little pooh.

You are the best mom anyone could ask for.

You are my angel from above.

You are someone I truly adore.

Thank you, for you’re genuine motherly love.

If Only

Nothing is what it seems.
My heart is ripping at the seams.
My tears pour out like streams.
My earbuds are in, music beams.
To blare out the screams.
I am on my knees.
Begging, begging for peace.
These words you holler sting like a thousand bees.
I'm asking you to stop, oh please.
My heart beats,
Freshmeat.
Oh shit, it's gonna blow.
There she goes.
Nobody knows.
Who knew she was all alone.
All those hours on the phone,
And not a word of the unknown.
It's too late, she's gone.
This is so wrong.
Pain like a broken bone.
None of these feelings were ever shown.
If only we knew all along.
She wouldn't be gone.
If only
She knew she wasn't lonely.
If only.